a short pause to make my own time

I told him in the hall that time is tyrrany

what message did he need

a moment of reflection reflected back

being seen while seeing differently

joining solitudes, held to the shore against despair

I don’t know if he reached his peace

I am always reaching for mine

the pause between performances

when people need something particular from me

become shorter than the need to return

to self, to life, to hope, to calm, to truth

the banks are eroding, the leaders just take more

the River doesn’t rage, she’s assertive

she responds to toxic choices with determination

to flow where she can, move as she must

if the body is sick, can the spirit strengthen

do mountains speak truths in sliding mud

roads cast away as temporary, as futile

tourists still travelling to collect last treasure

what relations claim me, as I try to breathe

while being choked by clouds of hypocrisy

by better paid hands of destruction

time may be tyranny, but it’s all we have

to live the temporary calm between seasons

of fire, forgetting, flood and foolishness

we meet hearts in the hallway

mutual seeing across structure, around roles

what will catch us, each, as we are pulled under

surfacing only through metaphor

or desperation to exhale and listen

my heart makes the sound of a spring creek

she grows